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Fell By Leather: A Conversation Between Mark Kozelek and Anar Badalov

on July 07, 2015, 11:00am
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Boxing has long been showing up in Mark Kozelek’s music. His Sun Kil Moon moniker is even an homage to the late Korean fighter Sung-Kil Moon. Songs like “Salvador Sanchez” and “Duk Koo Kim” eulogize some of his favorite boxers, while others like “Ali/Spinks 2” use famous fights to contextualize a moment or a thought. Despite the fandom, Kozelek’s never actually boxed himself. His years on the road with Red House Painters and Sun Kil Moon have made him a fighter in a different sense — a veteran, heavyweight songwriter constantly adjusting his approach in an effort to better process and translate his life experiences.

Twenty-eight-year-old songwriter Anar Badalov, who performs as New Dog, finds himself in a career not too dissimilar to Kozelek’s 20 years ago. Earlier this year, he released New Dog’s sophomore record, Classic Ballroom Dances, through Kill Rock Stars and is currently touring through Europe. Much like Kozelek did with his early years in Red House Painters, Badalov is working on finding an audience and reveling in whatever reception he gets. Badalov does have a one-up on Kozelek, though — he’s also an amateur boxer who has competed in the famous Golden Gloves competition.

The two have never met in person, but agreed to discuss their craft and boxing via email. The conversation plays out like one of Kozelek’s recent songs on Universal Themes. The seemingly meandering details help paint the scope of a larger, beautiful image of the two men. In between the discussions of their favorite rising boxing stars comes poetry, intimate recollections of loss, and a glimpse into what success looks like on both sides of a songwriter’s career.

–Dusty Henry
Staff Writer

From: Mark Kozelek
To: Anar Badalov

Anar

I hope you are well. Robert tells me you’re in Europe on tour. I don’t know much about you. I had a friend look you up and she said that you like sad music and poetry, and that you’re an amateur boxer. That’s a beautiful combination of things.

I’m just back from the Andre Ward fight at the Oracle, in Oakland. I saw him there against Chad Dawson, three years ago, before his legal battles with Goosen. He won the same way this time — technical KO in the later rounds. He had pretty easy work with an overweight Paul Smith, but I’m really impressed with how accurate his punches are, his combinations, his work to both the body and the head. There was a 10-year-old girl who sang the National Anthem before the fight, and it was one of the most beautiful things I’ve ever seen. Who is your favorite singer? Who is your favorite current fighter? My favorite poet is James Kavanaugh. Who is yours? The thing I’m most interested in is: Where are you in your musical career vs. your boxing career? What is your amateur record? How are things going with music? Between the two, which is your biggest priority? And, have you heard of Paul Thorn?

Mark

From: Anar Badalov
To: Mark Kozelek

Hi Mark,

Good to meet you.

Yes, your friend is right on all counts. I’ve been drawn to minor-key music for as long as I can remember. Today on the drive to Prague I listened to this song on repeat for nearly an hour:

I have a few favorite singers, it’s tough to choose one. Most of them are dead now: Townes Van Zandt, Jason Molina, Mark Linkous (of Sparklehorse), Karen Dalton, Lee Hazlewood. They all had special voices and something to say. In Mark’s case, I think he had something to say but never quite got it out. I’ve never heard of Paul Thorn. Is he a friend? Are you a fan?

I have a lot of respect for Andre Ward. He’s an incredibly smart fighter and articulate outside of the ring. My favorite fighters right now are for the most part welterweights. I like Lamont Peterson in particular, even though I recognize he might not be the best in his class. He lost his last fight to Danny Garcia but deserved the win. He fought beautifully, intelligently, hard. He knew Garcia would press him, and he frustrated him those first few rounds, was a perfectly moving target. Then he would plant and deliver a hard combination. By the end of the fight he was standing in there with Garcia and trading shots, beating Garcia at his own game. It was like an epic song — he was working toward that ending from the very first seconds. A great fight nonetheless. Plus I only gain more respect for a fighter when he loses and steps back into the ring. Other favorites are Keith Thurman, Bernard Hopkins — although I guess he’s done after that Kovalev fight? — and of course Gennadiy Golovkin, knocking out opponents with both hands. There is talk about him and Ward fighting; I’d like to see that.

My amateur career is basically nonexistent. I began fighting about seven years ago, lost my first fight at Golden Gloves in New England, got discouraged and stopped for about a year, then went back to the gym and got hooked again. I spar on a weekly basis, with unknown professionals and amateurs at all levels, but for the most part avoid competing in official bouts because I don’t have the discipline to make weight, and the anxiety is just too much for me anyway. Officially I’m 4-1, but I’ve probably boxed 2,000 rounds at this point.

The poet I am obsessing over at the moment is Frank Stanford. Otherwise, Frank O’Hara is at the top of my list.

Here is one you might like from Jack Driscoll:

“Boxing Towards My Birth” by Jack Driscoll

My mother wanted to name me after an Irish thinker:
James Joyce, Sean O’Casey, William Butler Yeats.
But my father thought better of Jack Dempsey,
the “Manassa Mauler.” I grew up
shadowboxing with the famous dead.

In the kitchen
my mother read me sad poems that dance for pages
while my father drank himself into the Friday night fights.
Between rounds he stumbled in for bottles of beer,
threw jabs so close to my face
I could feel my first teeth beginning to bleed.
At five I knew words like “knockout,” low blow,” straight right.”
                  That Christmas
I found red boxing gloves under the tree.
They each reminded me of a reindeer’s heart
laced tightly around my skinny wrists.
Half naked,
I stood in front of the full length mirror.
My father, smiling, made the sound of a bell
and pushed me closer to the thick glass,
towards the anger of that first punch
I aimed so willingly at myself.

Where are you in your musical career vs. your boxing career? What is your amateur record? How are things going with music? Between the two, which is your biggest priority?

Both careers are nonexistent, really. I’ve been making records for about 10 years, but only began working solo two years ago. I’m only now starting to find my voice. But I work hard at it, at least a couple of hours most nights after I’m home from my day job. My expectations are low. I’ll be satisfied if I can continue releasing one record every year or two. Perhaps if I had the opportunity to just write music I would take it, but I have absolutely no expectations of this. I’m happy with the record I’ve just finished, and at first was a little disappointed when I realized it wouldn’t get much exposure. Then I played seven shows in the Czech Republic, where I feel like family. The promoters, the bands, the fans — this is all enough, this is more than enough. It’s real and I love these people. I became friends with a band called Leto, a husband and wife duo from the poorest part of Moravia, from absolutely nothing. And they write amazing songs, the translations of the lyrics are incredible. Last night we stayed up until 3 a.m. in the countryside, drank white wine, smoked chesterfields, hugged all night. Having the support and interest from these guys and the promoters who plan for months so I can play for 25 people in a small village is more important than the attention I thought I wanted. So music is my biggest priority, I’d say. But I go through phases and have some buried dream of redeeming myself at Golden Gloves in the next year or two.

When you release a record, do you just move on to the next? Do you ever stop to reflect on it? Do reviews mean anything to you? I’m not sure what if anything will come of this exchange. Honestly, if it ends in our inboxes after a good “conversation,” I’d be happy with that. Good night.

Anar

From: Mark Kozelek
To: Anar Badalov

Hi Anar,

You’ve mentioned a few of my favorites fighters here. Keith Thurman made it into a song of mine called “Livingstone Bramble” and Bernard Hopkins made it into one of my songs called “Tavoris Cloud”. But I have to admit that I made a little money betting against Hopkins on his last fight. I agree that may be his last fight — but what an inspiration he has been, carrying titles that late in his career and of course being part of Golden Boy Promotions. So many fighters have weaved in and out of my songs over the years — everyone from Duk Koo Kim to Pernell Whitaker. Pernell is maybe one of my favorites. I love defensive fighters like Mayweather. There is something about a guy who has gone against everyone, from Jose Luis Castillo to Shane Mosley to Manny Pacquiao who has never even been knocked down — that is very remarkable.

I mentioned Paul Thorn, as he is a singer-songwriter who was also a pro boxer. I never knew of him but was given a promotional video tape of him, from a fan, in the mid 1990s. He actually fought Roberto Duran very late in Duran’s career. Duran bloodied Paul up very badly and I think it was that fight that made Paul realize he wanted to pursue music instead. I see his name around from time to time while I’m on tour, but don’t know how his career is doing. He was on a major label in the 1990s. I like this poem you sent here that mentioned Dempsey. I visited his home that is now a museum dedicated to him in Colorado. It’s a little log cabin.

It’s interesting that you mentioned Prague. I’ve been touring for 23 years and have never been there. Your excitement about touring reminds me of where I was when things first started clicking. During my band’s (Red House Painters) first tour of the USA, in 1992, I remember how happy we were to have fans in places as far away as New Mexico, or even on the East Coast. Those were back in the days where it was just such a trip to be supported by a label. Crossing oceans for the first time gave me a ton of anxiety, but at the same time, it was really exciting. I’d go so many nights with no sleep at all, hanging out all night. When I was 25, 26, 27, I could go two weeks without sleeping and somehow have the energy to sing every night. Now I’m 48 and I play my shows, take care of business at the venue, then get to my hotel ASAP. If I lose a night’s sleep it really fucks me up. But the early days were great. I didn’t have a lot of money, we didn’t have a ton of fans, but the music sustained me.

I don’t know you, but I don’t like to hear you say that your career is non-existent. You have 2,000 rounds under your belt. Who else can say that? And I’m 48 and I’ve been all over the world and I’ve never been to the Czech Republic. You must be doing something right or Robert [Kozelek and Badalov’s mutual manager] wouldn’t have introduced us. You’ve been making records for 10 years, so that is really something. Keep following your instincts, working hard, and you’ll always be in a good place. I spent all day in the studio today and I can go to sleep knowing I’ve been productive and made beautiful music. I’m always most at peace, creating music.

Yes, I do look at my press to a certain point. When a record comes out, Robert usually sends me press he feels is worth posting at my website, but I skim the reviews as there are so many it’s overwhelming. On recording, I tend to move on quickly after a record is finished. Right now I’m working on a record with Justin Broadrick, which has been very inspiring. It’s great for me to just focus on vocals and not have to deal with the musical part and Justin is delivering music that I never would have come up with myself. I like collaborations as my workload is half as much, and it’s fun working with different rhythms and keys, getting out of my element.

I like some of those singers you mentioned. I like the theme to “Tony Rome” written by Lee Hazlewood, sung by Nancy Sinatra. Frank Sinatra stars in the movie.

Where do you live? Have you toured the States? Are you making a living from music, and if not, how are you making a living? Are you on a record label?  What is your age and what is the age range of your audience?

I’m super tired but will listen to this song you sent this week. I’m in the studio all day tomorrow and the next day and need to keep my head in these Justin/Mark songs over these next few days.

Going to sleep here at 12:23 a.m. California time. Have a great day out there!

From: Anar Badalov
To: Mark Kozelek

Mark,

I have to find these songs. I like what I’ve heard of your stuff. It’s sincere. Ten years ago I remember stepping into an elevator and hearing about Red House Painters. It’s strange I remember that because my memory is otherwise shitty.

So do you know Nicolino Locche? From what I’ve seen, he’s incredibly difficult to catch. I’m equally impressed with defensive fighters, and have taken on this style myself — it developed mostly out of fear when I was initially thrown in with much stronger fighters, but it’s since become strategy.

I feel for anyone who has to step in with Duran. His second fight with Dejesus is unforgettable. Is he the one who once knocked out a horse?

Thanks for the encouraging words re: the career. It’s easy to lose perspective, and it’s difficult to find value in something you do if you’re not making money. In my case I’ve been losing it for years, but I sustain myself with a full time job at a university press. Weirdly, the reason I was hired for the job is in part because of my boxing background. The guy who hired me acquires art books for the press and used to be the boxing commissioner of Maine.

Where do you live? Have you toured the states? Are you making a living from music, and if not, how are you making a living? Are you on a record label?  What is your age and what is the age range of your audience?

I live in Somerville, Massachusetts, just outside of Boston. Ten years ago, when I was 18, my first band signed with Suicide Squeeze records and I toured the States a lot. I lost money and got discouraged, but the reason it ended is because on our first tour of Europe we shared a van with a band called Victory at Sea. I fell in love with the singer — her husband was on the tour with us! — and a week after we returned I moved to Boston to be with her. We made four records together under the Travels moniker, and then our relationship ended. But it was an eventful period of my life — she was diagnosed with cancer a month after I moved in, and went through cancer treatment, and two years later her mother passed away — so it aged me. Two years ago I started playing solo under the New Dog moniker. I self-released the first record (Lost Weekend), which was really just an experiment in working alone, a transitional record, and signed with Kill Rock Stars for the follow-up (Classic Ballroom Dances), which I’m touring now to support. I’m 28. My audience, when one exists, is usually older. I’ve always been surrounded by people older than me — the girlfriend whom I lived with was 16 years older, actually — so it seems fitting. I’m starting to think there’s something uncool about what I do, but I’m learning to embrace it and just follow my instincts. I think what I admire most about my favorite musicians is their sincerity, so I try to remember that. Based on what you say about skimming your reviews, that doesn’t sound like an issue for you.

So I’ve rambled on again. Can I ask you a few things? Do you tour in Europe ever? In the songs I heard, your music is lyrical, even spoken at times, and I wonder if it gets lost in translation abroad. The words are obviously central. Do you prefer writing or touring? And do you enjoy collaborating in general, or do you have a special relationship with Justin Broadrick? Admittedly, I haven’t heard of him, but I’m adding him to my list of people to look up when I’m home. I’m on tour with a Justin myself, a great drummer and a great guy. But it’s hard to spend a lot of time with any one person. Do you tour alone in a car, or do you bring along a sound person or partner or driver? You say that you play, handle business, and get to your room. That sounds sustainable. Are you inspired when you return home? Or burned out?

Hey, have you ever boxed yourself? And where do you live? Please don’t feel like you have to answer all of these questions. I’m tired myself, about to play for a room of about seven people in Bamberg, Germany, and completely understand. It’s emotionally draining, like recording all day.  But let me leave you with another poem I think you’re going to enjoy. I hope you had a good day in the studio.

“A Fighter Learns of Hands” by Charles Ghigna

Hands were not made for hitting.
Learn this and you will know much about hands.
Trace the lines of life in your palm.
Search beyond skin to the constellation of bone
where the truth about hands is hidden.
Take them outside for a walk
and unglove them in the snow.
Watch them shape the chill air as you
reach to capture and hold your white breathing.
Close your eyes and place their fingertips
along the parting of your lips.
Cup them gently against your ear like muffs
and listen to their silence.
You are learning the meaning of hands.

But if in some heated future you forget
and must use them instead for battle,
must make them into fists and send them against another,
learn first to fear the hands that hold no memory.
Treat them with suspicion. Tape them tighter than a wound
and hide them like a broken secret deep into the leather.
Keep the left one near the corner of your eye.
Cock the right one like a cobra at your chin.
Let it strike above the ring. Let it paint the canvas red
until the final bell lulls you to to sleep like a child
dreaming of stars, until those stars are in your hands,
until your hands are awake, and beating.

–  Anar

From: Mark Kozelek
To: Anar Badalov

Hi Anar,

I’ve not heard of Nicollino — I travel so much, it’s been hard to keep up with every fighter. A lot of times I turn on HBO after I’ve not watched it for a month and I’m familiar with most names but now and then there is one who surprises me. I’m intrigued with Wilder, the heavyweight from Alabama with the almost perfect KO record. And yes, I like Golovkin too.

I think you mentioned him earlier in the interview. I don’t know on Duran and the horse! But I know of his troubles outside of the ring; when returning to Panama after he allegedly said “no mas” to Leonard. I’ve watched that fight a bunch of times and don’t think he actually said those words. One of my favorites of his is very early in her career against Ken Buchanan, when Duran was on the rise.

No, I never boxed myself. I wrestled for a short time as a kid. The most boxing I’ve ever done was sparring with actor Noah Taylor on the Almost Famous set in 1999. We had so much downtime during that movie, we would spar between takes to kill boredom. I watched some boxing as a kid, but got hooked when my GF got me a subscription to HBO, in the 1990s, as a gift. We were together for four years, and she lost a bout with cancer after we broke up. She had just had a baby, then was diagnosed. It’s something that I carry around with me every day. She inspired so many songs when she was alive, and she continues to in her passing.

She introduced me to San Francisco in so many ways. There is a song on the new Justin/Mark record where I mention a sandwich that I always get in a deli in Northbeach, because it was her favorite. I always get that one, in memory of her. It’s strange how people pass away and they leave you with so much.

I know what you mean about these things aging you. Both Katy and I were 34 when she passed, and it gave me a big picture perspective that I didn’t have before. I lost some friends before that — but when it’s someone you’ve been intimate with, it’s very different. Later I dated someone else who lost her mother to cancer during our relationship. She was only 24, an only child, so I stepped up to the plate and was there for her because I was in a position to do that. We spent months in Santa Cruz hotels and hospitals, and I helped out as much as I could. Some of that part of my life is captured on the album April. I loved her and put everything on hold for her. She’s married now, happy, and we’re still friends.

I hear more and more stories on what you’ve described with meeting someone on the road. Proximity. I have a friend who fell in love with her tour manager on the road. She was involved with someone else, but those things happen. There are no hard feelings that I’m aware of, but it happens.

My engineer will be here soon. I’m doing back-up vocals on a song today for the Justin/Mark record. I put out records for a band of Justin’s called Jesu who I saw play live in SF 10 years ago. I was blown away, and offered him a record deal, released two of his records under the Jesu name. He is mentioned in a song of mine called “The Possum”, a piece of prose written about a day in my life, Easter Sunday of last year. It’s the first song on my new record, Universal Themes. He lives in Wales so I don’t see him a lot, but we immediately connected. You know those people in life who you just immediately “get”? Justin and I have that.

I’ve been touring Europe at least twice a year since 1992. Was there four times last year. One trip on a movie set in Switzerland, and the three others were on tour. I just got back from Europe on June 11th, and will head back on July 15th. It’s mostly UK/Scandinavia/Spain/Italy/Portugal/Belgium/France, but now and then there is something new. We’ll be playing Croatia for the first time this year. Yes, things do get lost in translation out there! Songs that are funny here in the USA can get a bit lost in Europe! But that’s OK. I love playing to different rooms every night, different countries, having to adapt to different situations. I would think it’s sort of like facing a different opponent every time you fight — getting a feel for that fighter, and what you need to do.

I played this past Friday night for a free event here in SF, and there were thousands of people who didn’t know who I was. That was really exciting. I sang “Richard Ramirez” and man, I was sort of high all night from what a fun experience that was. The bill included many singers and a string section.

I’ve toured so many different ways. Many of my tours are completely solo — I don’t drive a car, never have — so it’s planes, trains, taxis.  My solo tours, I just take a nylon string guitar and soundcheck is so easy. But this past year has been a lot of band tours, as well as this year. I only take band members and no other travelers.

I cut out guitar techs/sound men/tour managers, as I’ve been touring so long and can handle the business part myself — and it’s one or two or three less people to pay a salary/hotel/travel, so I can pay my band more this way. We have a simple setup. We have very low stage volume and do “backline” tours. All of the equipment is there when we arrive, so we can travel swiftly from show to show with only luggage/guitars, and my drummer brings a cymbal case. Dragging equipment around in a van is something I burned out on. I like to travel light. I’m not even playing guitar on half of the songs anymore, because the guys in my band are so good, I can just stand there with the mic and they have my back with the music. My songs have become more and more lyrical and I enjoy just singing them.

I played Somerville from time to time. I think I’ll be there this year in September or October. I play a church there every now and then that I love. Please come to my show if you’re around this year! I loved this poem! Yeah, I agree about hands. They are for many things. The best use of mine is for the nylon string guitar.

I think it’s admirable that you have all of these passions, and work a day job also. If my career had just started 10 years ago, I’m not sure where I’d be with it all, financially. I feel lucky that I got into the business in the early 1990s, when records stores were where people had to buy music, when record companies were willing to pay decent advances because there was a good chance they would recoup. But record sales have taken such a dive. We just played three shows in Italy and people seemed to know every song we played. I asked the audience how they know my music and they yelled “Spotify”. So as easy as it is to resent streaming, it’s still what brought all of those people to my shows. The way I’m making money in music right now is by owning my own music, licensing to TV/film, and tour dates. I’m not saying this in any type of a gloating way, but my live numbers are bigger than they’ve ever been, though record sales are not what they were 10, 15 years ago. I guess it’s from all of the years in the business, and getting established way back.

The main thing is to keep at it — keep believing in yourself, keep doing what you love — and everything will fall into place.  You’re still young. Man, I was with Katy when I was 28, the one who passed away eventually. I think those were some of the best years of my life. I was just getting by as a musician, but I was so full of energy, and life took me places that I had no idea were around the corner. My biggest selling album, Songs For A Blue Guitar, was released when I was 29, and I was on a movie set when I was 32. It’s been a great adventure — and it continues to be! You are on the right path — you’re smart and focused and you have a lot of heart and discipline, I can tell.

Robert will send me your new CD and I look forward to it, and I’ll have him send you my latest, and my tour documentary which captures me during a solo tour in Europe/USA in 2010/2011. One of the concerts was filmed in Somerville.

Canelo/Cotto? Who do you think? And Mayweather/Kahn? My engineer is here and I gotta get to work! Have a great night out there! OK, very last question. What are your plans when you return from this tour?

From: Anar Badalov
To: Mark Kozelek

Mark, thanks for sharing all of this. I really want to write a proper response, so give me a couple of days. Wifi is unpredictable here, but I don’t doubt I’ll have some time soon. It’s after 2 a.m. here, and we leave at 8:30 for a seven-hour drive to Belgium. On top of that, I just found a pouch full of cash and an Irish passport, and I have to try to track this guy down. I’m in a creepy hostel and looking forward to leaving soon.

But first, an easy answer: Mayweather goes the distance with Khan, wins on all scorecards. Same prediction I made for Mayweather/Pacquiao, although like most people I was hoping to be proven wrong. I actually like Khan quite a bit, but he’s sloppy at important moments and lacks the precision that Mayweather has. Canelo/Cotto sounds like a much more interesting fight. I think Canelo will outbox him. In fact, I think Canelo will end Golovkin’s winning streak in time. And Wilder. Man, the guy is a beast. An exciting heavyweight! Who knew. Okay, more soon, and we can wrap it up, but I’ll plan to see you at the Somerville Theater when you’re here.

-a

From: Mark Kozelek
To: Anar Badalov

Anar,

No rush. Rare that you found something on tour! I’m always losing things on tour. I left a guitar on a train to Nimes this last tour, and Neil Halstead left his Kindle on an airplane on the same tour. I’ve lost my wallet several times, and it always gets returned via FedEx, minus the cash. I agree on Mayweather going the distance, and I agree on Alvarez outpointing Cotto so I don’t have much to add to that.

By the way, the church I mentioned is in Cambridge, I’m pretty sure, not Somerville. The Theatre is in Somerville.

We just finished early in the studio. Going to meet my girlfriend for dinner now.

Travel safe out there and go ahead and get back to me when you can.

Thanks!

Mark

From: Anar Badalov
To: Mark Kozelek

Mark,

A proper response now, with the last of my questions. I wanted to respond to your heartbreaking story about Katy, but really I can’t do your words any justice. I’m sorry it ended the way it did, and I don’t doubt that had a huge effect on your music and future relationships. I’m glad you made it through that and continue to make records. You sound like a positive guy.

Thanks also for your responses about touring and all. I love hearing about how others make it work — at all different levels. Let me respond to your questions:

What are your plans when you return from this tour?

I fly in on Friday night and go back to my day job on Monday. We’ll be playing seven shows down the East Coast in mid-July, but they aren’t all confirmed — so I’ll have that hanging over my head. I prefer alternative spaces, but think most of these will be in small venues/bars. Once those are finished, I’ll pick up where I left off on the new album and chip away at that most evenings until it’s finished. Like most musicians, I’m always in love with the newest stuff, so I’m excited about what I have coming. So there’s that and getting back in shape — roadwork and sparring — as soon as possible. Been smoking cigarettes on this tour because it’s hard not to smoke when you’re in these little European bars every night. So I need to reverse those effects. At my level, as you may remember, there isn’t really an option to leave — you wait for the place to clear out, wait for the promoters most nights, so you can follow them to their flats. It can be a lot of fun and it can be exhausting. What am I looking forward to doing most? Watching movies on the couch with my wife and cat.

A lot of times I turn on HBO after having not watched it for a month, and I’m familiar with most names, but now and then there is one who surprises me.

Ditto. I’ve been using my wife’s parents’ HBO login for a while now, and can’t wait to catch up when I return from this tour. I suspect we follow a lot of the same guys for this reason.

I’m equally interested in journeymen or tomato cans or whatever you want to call them, and wish I had access to more of these fights. You must be familiar with these guys who rack up fights and pad records for prospects and get paid to lose as gracefully as possible. Some of them have hundreds of losses and continue to step into the ring on a day’s notice. Some of them also happen to be making six-figure salaries doing it, which makes it all appear a little less tragic. I think there’s a good film in there somewhere, a documentary, and I’ve fantasized about making it, if only I had the time and money. Every HBO fighter has fought more than one of these guys, and some barely scraped by. In addition to the getting to know them, the juxtaposition of the big-money Las Vegas fights and these little club fights would make for something beautiful — especially since boxing is incredibly cinematic as it is.

Just two final questions:

  • Do you regret releasing any of the records you’ve made over the years? Was there a particular record where you felt like everything clicked — musically, not necessarily financially — or did you feel that way from the very start?
  • In some parallel universe where you’re boxing, what’s your entrance song?

It was nice getting to know you this way, Mark. I’ll look for your documentary and for your new record. And I’ll definitely see you when you make it to MA. And good luck with the new record!

– Anar

From: Mark Kozelek
To: Anar Badalov

Hi Anar,

Yeah i know what you mean about fighters, the good ones and bad. I remember seeing a fight at the Oakland Coliseum years ago, and some guy on the undercard had a crazy record with a ton of losses and very few wins. The next day, my girlfriend at the time saw him at the San Francisco airport and told him we had seen him fight and he looked at her like he didn’t know what was going on. It’s sad to think he was making a living off of being one of those tin cans. Some of my favorite fighters didn’t have super clean records — Arturo Gatti, as an example. I like Pauli Malignagi, too. It seems lately he’s being paid to help guys like Adrian Broner up the ranks, but I still think he’s a smart, defensive fighter — and I like his commentary. I just like the sport, all aspects of it. The trainers, almost as much as the fighters. That will be the best card in Kahn’s fight against Mayweather: trainer Virgil Hunter. He’s good at keeping guys sharp and focused.

Thanks on Katy. We were together for four years, and I ended it because things were just picking up in my career. I had just signed to Island Records, I was touring a lot, and I was 29. Twenty-nine is one of those years, like 39, that has you thinking hard about how you want to spend the next decade. I loved Katy, but she wanted marriage and kids, and I wasn’t ready. I owed it to her to let her get the things she wanted out of life. So, in retrospect, she got to do the two things she wanted most before her life ended so early. She got married and she had a child. I think the song “Somehow the Wonder of Life Prevails” from my record with Jimmy Lavalle captures my feelings about it, though words can’t really express any of it that well, and I go through different things about it daily. She was the best fighter of all of them. I’ve never seen anyone fight that hard in my life.

I’m like you in that what I daydream most about getting home from tour is watching HBO with my girlfriend and her cat. We watched the first True Detective episode of season two last night. I feel so old, but those are the things that excite me the most these days. I don’t know if you watch Louis CK, but I relate to his comedy so much because we’re the same age. He’s got such a funny take on being middle-aged.

I’m like you too in that I only smoke cigarettes when on the road. I never smoke them at all at home. I bum them from guys in my band or promoters while on the road, but never have more than two a night or I get a sick feeling.

I don’t regret any records. A few albums that fell together very organically and naturally for me were Perils From the Sea, my collaboration with Jimmy Lavalle, and Admiral Fell Promises probably captures me at my most focused as a singer/guitarist/composer. But I feel that the best ones are whatever the fans like, whatever speaks to them individually. There really is no best record or worst record from any artist. It’s about which one speaks to you the most. I’m always most passionate about what I’m currently working on. Today I wrote and sang my part of a duet with Rachel Goswell for an album she’s recording with Justin Lockey of The Editors. I’ve sent it off to her and it should be complete soon.

And this stuff with Justin is fun. I don’t want to speak much on it, will let the music speak for itself later.

My walkout song would be “Down Payment Blues” by AC/DC as it would make me think of my friend Chris, who passed when we were very young. The fight would always be for him.

OK man, rest up. Enjoy your time with your girlfriend and cat, and we’ll catch up again sometime! I hope to see you in Somerville, I look forward to hearing your music, and I send you my best!

Mark

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